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That's It I Quit I'm Movin' On

2012-02-04T08:50:00.000-08:00

A lot of things happened lately and it's been a month since 2012 started. I guess, my brain coped along with change. I changed my Twitter username, made a Flickr and Tumblr account, kind of left the [personal] blogging world, started hanging out with friends like weekly. Well, that's change, right? Yeah, you know the sad news.

Even though I said I'm not moving, I take it back. I really won't be deleting this blog since it contains so much memories and I have gained so much friends from here. However, I'll be starting anew in this blog: [click!]

Also, if you wanna keep track of me: follow me on twitter [tweet!]

Here is my Tumblr account too [tumble!]

I really love you guys and to those I've met, thank you for making me the blogger I am today. And for those I'm bound to meet, let's be good friends, shall we? :)

Signing off,

Caryl :(

J'ai pas mal évolué

2012-01-20T04:13:00.000-08:00

It has been so long since I've updated. In fact, I don't update anymore. But of course, I can't say I'm moving/deleting my blog. Let's just say I've been spending more time on a certain site than updating this blog. Yes, I know it's sad it's like I'm neglecting this one. But I don't want you to think that I'm leaving Blogger. I guess my mind changed together with 2012. If you want to get updated, you could just visit my Facebook account (It's easy to find, you know) or visit my Tumblr page: http://vibrantmemoirs.tumblr.com/

It's kind of a photoblog/pseudo-personal blog. Like, you know, a photodiary or something. I really do hope you visit and leave a tag/comment. Who knows, I might get fired up with Blogger again. :)

December Wishes : A Photodiary [1/3]

2011-12-29T09:19:00.000-08:00

This will be my last post for the year, as well as my 70th post. Wow, it's as if fate didn't really let me update so that I could time this post as a year-end update. How was your Christmas? Did you complete the Simbang Gabi? Did you greet Papa Jesus a Happy Birthday? Or did you expect Santa and prepared cookies? Well, whatever you did, I hope you had fun.

*All photos are owned by (c) Caryl Garcia. Please do not redistribute as your own. Thank you.

Frog Dissection

Since I'm scared of amphibians/reptiles/insects/anythingcreepyandslimey, I was just assigned as the one to take pictures while the 2, Roman and Kimly did the job, lol.

Christmas Party <3

Yes, I'm the one on the left side who's wearing black and is faaaat -_-

Sorry guys! -_- It's just that I'm already sleepy. Will continue tomorrow :)) And I know this seems not like a photodiary, but I hope you cope up with it lol. Hope you had fun viewing the first part of my December photodiary! :-)

4 Days 'til Christmas Break

2011-12-10T20:16:00.001-08:00

Hi guys! I know it has almost been a month (but not really). And I kept saying promises which I have also broken. I know, I am the worst promise-keeper in the world. But since Christmas Break is coming, I will be getting the time of my life. Lol, no, not time of my life, but the time to update this blog. :-)

Anyway, a lot of things could happen in a month. So, expect a very long chain of posts and expect it to be image-heavy. I hope you have a good day. :-)

Off to making my PT,

Caryl ♥

PS Oh, by the way, sorry for not responding on those who were leaving messages on the Tagboard and commenting on my posts. I really do appreciate it. But I hope someone out there misses my posts. Lol. And, my next update may be about the award I received from 2 very awesome people. \m/ Stay tuned.

Nyenyenyenye~

2011-11-18T05:47:00.001-08:00

I failed to do my responsibilities on this sulky blog. I'm very sorry guys! n_n
I might update sometime this weekend but I can't promise that. You know how much of a promise-breaker I am, right?
Kkk~ bye bye.

This is such an...

2011-11-12T06:24:00.001-08:00

Sorry guys for my very epic creation. Meet Sweatdrop, my companion for the moment.

Hello guys! How was your day? Or how was your week, your weekend? Haha! Mine? It was stressful and fun and a bit lonely. But all in all, it was great. It was great until the PTC just now. (PTC is Card Giving Day.) I am very disappointed with what I have done. It makes me wanna cry.

I knew my grade in Math and English will go down but I didn't expect that it will fall down within 9/11 points. Gaaah. Now, I've learned my lesson.

Well, I have to be optimistic. This is just a challenge God has given me. And I have to overcome it. I'll promise that I'll do my best and give it all my effort to gain those grades again. Aja aja!

(Credits to doodle's owner on the 2nd photo. But I did make the typographs. :D)

'coz I'm stressed and lonely

2011-11-10T05:58:00.001-08:00

#foreveralone

Haha. Sometimes, I believe that I would reach only that status in life. Well, but of course I ain't thinking of lovelife. I'm too focused on studies for now 'coz I'm failing Math and (English???). I'll have to make myself swear to itself that it should make projects on time and pass it on time. Which means, it's actually me. :D

I'm stressed. Terribly stressed. -_-
I go home every day without energy and I feel like a zombie. Mind you, an awesome zombie. Ha. The sarcasm. Look what stress does to me. Well, my mother noticed it and she was like, "Bakit ka ganyan pag-uwi? Parang stressed na stressed ka ah." Lol. As if it isn't obvious. I don't think she believes what I'm feeling. And accompanying this everlasting stress is stomachache, my nemesis. I wanna leave school or be absent or whatever.

But okay, this is a very short update. So, whatever. But I may be updating this weekend.
Stay posted. :)

Finally, the pictures

2011-11-04T23:51:00.000-07:00

Hello! We had a Halloween party last October 30, 2011. These are the photos. I only shared the picture taking because that's all I have. Lol. But we had the usual ceremonies on a halloween party - candy-giving, games for the li'l monsters and catwalk for any age :>

Well, I'm very intrigued with the comments since they said it looked like more of cosplay instead of a party. Well, they are right. Harhar.

Okay, so this was a Family Halloween Party. Haha! I really didn't have fun but it wasn't evident in the photos because you have to smile in a photo, right? :) The best thing about Halloween are the candies. Teehee :3 I hope you had fun looking at my photos.

Btw, this is me after the party, wasted and ~~beautiful~~ ugly. XD

I love how my hair got like that after removing the pins. I look like someone from the 70s. Yadayada.
That's all for now. Bye! :)

Goodbye, goodbye, see you again

2011-11-04T22:25:00.000-07:00

Meet our lovely cat, Minggay. She just hang around with us for 3-4 weeks. And what's frustrating is that she isn't here with us anymore. And it's because she was taken by someone, and not because she died. It's not like I want her to die or something, but I would be much happier if she spent her day with us 'til her last day and not because she was taken by someone else. She is a Persian cat and we bought her trained already. She doesn't poo and pee inside the house. She doesn't get mad when we touch her. She's cuddly and cute. ♥ I think she went outside the house to look for food. Well, we have a maid who gives her food every day. But, you know, she doesn't keep track of the cat and such. :x :< :| I mean, I'd give her food and stuffs if only I weren't afraid of animals. I really got attached to her and now I'm missing this cat. Let's just hope she is in good hands. May karma get to you, freak. Loljk. =)))

Advanced All Saints' Day! :-)

2011-10-31T08:05:00.000-07:00

Hello :)
Yesterday, October 30, we had a Halloween Party. I'll be uploading pictures some time later. It was fun. Except for the facts that I had no one within my age bracket, our make-up were over-the-top, and our costumes were hella bizarre. Well, not bizzare, a bit too much I guess?
Anyways, have a safe trip to the cemetery. Remember, take care of your belongings and follow what the authority told you what and what not to bring :)
Goodbye! :)

Lumilipas ang Panahon, kabiyak ng ating gunita

2011-10-27T21:09:00.000-07:00

Natatandaan mo pa ba,

Inukit kong puso sa punong mangga

At ang inalay kong gumamela

Magkahawak-kamay sa dalampasigan
Malayang tulad ng mga ibon

Ang gunita ng ating kahapon

This song brings back memories. It tells me that life keeps moving forward. But it doesn't stop us from cherishing the past. And sometimes, we want to go back to the past but of course we can't. And that memories are the most powerful way to keep you on living life to its fullest. :)

NOTE : Am I turning this to a photoblog? Haha! Well, no. But I'm taking photography to a whole new level. So, watch out for my next posts. And hopefully, I can use my photos on my every posts. Kk~

"I KILL YOU", you'd say. But Ghosts killed you first.

2011-10-27T02:23:00.000-07:00

I just wanna share with you the conversation I had with my old classmate. He likes to say, "I kill you." And that has been his catchphrase when we were Freshmen =))) So, I posted a chain letter on my Facebook account and he suddenly messaged me. Ü I enjoyed his suffering. Muwahahahaha~

NOTE : QUITE VIOLENT LANGUAGE. READ AT YOUR RISK :>

Because we'll meet in Paris one day, Jé taimé

2011-10-27T02:04:00.000-07:00

Kk. Well, that's my necklace that I bought at Greenhills Shopping Center. Not that you would be interested on buying one too. Uh, right. XD WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME??????

Because Tumblr sucks

2011-10-27T01:45:00.000-07:00

And I can't say anything at all. Still, Tumblr sucks. =))

I'd gladly hit up the road get up and go if I knew

2011-10-26T01:19:00.000-07:00

'coz someday it will lead me back to you. Oh, someday it will lead me back to you. ♥

And since it's semestral break, I really wanna hit up the road and go shopping. But, of course, boo. Due to my parents' busy schedule and my lack of responsibility when alone, I am not allowed to go by myself. Hence, the unproductive sembreak of a bum named Caryl. Bow. :)

Oh, the photo from above is what I've been addicted into capturing lately. ♥ It's bokkeh effect that was taken in the streets of Tarlac. But you wouldn't really want to know. Hardeeharhar.

Yesterday, October 25, 2011, we had a culminating program for the Holy Rosary. (I couldn't provide a picture since it was a religious program. So.. -_-'') I wouldn't want to go into the details of the program itself but I would want to share what happened in the classroom. If you watch 2nd avenue and you watched the contest of bands one stormy Sunday afternoon, you might have heard of the group Pablo's dream. Well, our Biology teacher and homeroom teacher is the vocalist and he said he wanted to come up with a new name. So, our "goofball" slash "silly"classmates went brainstorming. They came up with the names : Pablo's Destination, Pablo in the Deep, Pablo in the Chocolate Factory, and silly names. We laughed so hard.

Sooooo, I'll just finish this post with a very ugly photo of me (I hate the crystal-like skin of mine) T^T
Goodbye and have a happy semestral break! =)

harhar. Pahirapan niyo nalang sarili niyo na i-rotate ang mukha ko =))

Because I'm a girl and I'm allowed to act like one

2011-10-25T20:52:00.000-07:00

That's why I changed my blog layout! Isn't it so girly and feminine? I changed because my old layout's so boring and blue. I'm trying to get rid of blue since my wardrobe, bags and thingy-majjigys been dominated by blue. And since my seatmate's saying that I act like a tomboy, ehem, I tried changing my layout first.
I was actually looking forward to using script fonts. But, I sensed my posts would be hard to read and it would be boring. So, vóila, the font of the posts is still the same. Ü

So, is it cute? Or is it disgusting? Ha! Ha! Just kidding. Also, the tagboard/comment box has its own page now. Just click the tab :

I would really appreciate it if you leave a comment. :)

Oh, How I missed everything.

2011-10-17T05:28:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! I am finally, infinitely back.

So, how have you-s been? Has it been a month since my last update? I'm not quite sure. Anyway, the reason for my long vacation from blogging or better yet, the World Wide Web, is because I've been in a slump and our Internet provider's been fooling around. So I'm very sorry. No, I don't think I need to say sorry because nobody cares. Okay, okay, I'm just joking. (Well, I am hoping someone out there cares about me. No, I mean my blog.)

Even though we now have an internet connection, Facebook's still turning its back from our computer. I don't know why and it pisses me off. Sheesh. I haven't been productive lately. It's just annoying when I'm gaining weight at the middle of the school year. Actually, my weight's plateauing but my body's really lost a lot of its fats. And now, it's going back! *sigh* I shall exercise.

Oh, we also had our Long Test II last week. My Math went down but my Filipino exam really went high. 3 points and I would've perfected the exam. All that's left is the dreadful Periodic Exam which we'll take on Thursday and I'm all good!

Do you also know about this program?

It's a programming application which allows us to make programs - from the simple surveys that can be answered from yes and no to complicated games and algorithm solver. I didn't know that making a program was such a hard thing to do. This is the most annoying subject I have ever taken (for now). Haha! But, we'll be sewing on the 3rd and 4th quarters so, hooray for me. =))

To tell you-s honestly, I wanted to share more about the recent happenings. But I think you're bored already. So I might share it on the next posts. That''s all for now.

Keep in track!

Haggardly yours,

Caryl ♥

Top 8

2011-09-10T08:36:00.000-07:00

Okay, so awhile ago, Mom, Sis and I went to SBCA to get my card. I was not nervous and not that confident, too. Walking up 4 flights of stairs was soooooo exhausting! Doesn't it suck, getting a room at the 4th floor? Lol. Sis and I had to go back to the Ground Flr. because of the number cards. I'm actually happy with the results. Hehe!

Good News...

I DON'T HAVE A FAILING GRADE AND A GRADE BELOW 85!!

Bad News...

85 IS MY LOWEST SCORE!

And, sorry guys. I haven't been putting photos since my memory card is still on the verge of recovering. Grrrr! Damn you System32!!!! I don't know what happened but my memory card which is on the system NTFS got converted to System32. That's why I had to format it. Sorry for the rant. Isn't this post quite contrary to the post before this which is more mature? Lol.

"Are you alright?" Yes, I mean no. Yeah. "WTH?" I'm fine."Sure?" I'm not... :o)

2011-09-10T07:51:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling fine. Average. Not that sad, not that happy.

Get it? I guess you don't. Let's just say...

1.) School's okay

- My grades are okay. Though, I'm not contented with my performance. Teachers are finally starting to recognize me. My classmates are getting nicer. But, I kinda feel envy/jealous from my friend. I feel like a [insert an adjective similar to mean/b*tch] Did you ever feel like she's more popular than you and people like her better. But, you're smarter and you feel like you're better than her? That's what I am feeling. That's what I hate about myself. Sometimes, I want to find another one to talk to but I don't know anyone whom I consider trustworthy. And I know the truth which makes me not like myself more... I'm scared to be alone. I am average. I don't know what to do, or what to say. I'm scared of telling her how I'm feeling about her because she might leave me. Don't get me wrong. But, she's not a friend I'm used to having. She's nice, friendly and supportive. But, there are factors that I don't like and I better not mention it.

2.) Family Relationship getting better.

- If you have been reading my blog since May, you might know of my issue with mother. We also had a fight last August but I don't remember posting it in my blog, so yeah. XD I didn't say sorry to her because of pride. Though, I'm trying my best not to be so disrespectful and I'm seeing that she's trying to be more considerate of me. I don't know what to say anymore. So, 'nuff said. =))

3.) A lot has been leaving...
- My grandma went back to the States. I remember crying when she goes away when I was younger. Not seeing her from my sight and I'd cry. As I got older, the crying got lesser and learned to hold it 'til I didn't cry anymore. But, this year, it hurt me that she'd be leaving. She comforted me during the fight and she's always been proud of me even when I don't have much achievements. I grew up with her. She gives us our financial needs and spoils us with the Balikbayan Boxes full of fancy things. I'm just mad with myself because I didn't show much love to her. I feel like a bad daughter, or might as well say, bad granddaughter. :(
- On the 13th, my best friend from CDBS Alyssa, is leaving for Canada. I mean, she's my sister! We hang out with each other when our friends got into 2 groups because of a fight. She made my 1st year memorable and might as well say.. She made my high school memorable! I just can't believe that I couldn't see her one last time. :(

Isn't it funny how 2 special persons have left? Grandma will be going back but Alyssa won't be. It's just...sad.
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I'm still confused with myself. In fact, I don't know who the real me is. I just hope I find myself at the right time. Because If I don't, my life would sure be in ruins.

Say Hello to Intrams!

2011-09-01T08:14:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow, we'll be having the Opening for Intramurals 2011. Wee! Pseudo micro post. Will upload as soon as possible. Maybe tomorrow? :) Bye bye~

DARK-COLORED

2011-08-29T06:31:00.000-07:00

"The awkward moment when you come back to school darker-skinned and your classmate would assume that you went swimming but the truth is you stayed under the sun for hours."

Yes, it sucks, right? Well, I just had a photo shoot (me behind the lens) with a friend of mine again. But this time, she went with friends. And I could say her one friend is very good at portraying characters.

First of all, she knows how to pose that it was so easy to take pictures of her.

She's amazing because she posed without effort even if it was her first time having a photo shoot.

She knows how to follow instructions.

She's so humble!!!

She's cute (:

Well, my best friend also went with us but she's so camera shy! Lol. Then, BFF and I went to SM to grab lunch and hang out. But, my skin is really sore because it's sun burnt. I'll just upload pictures some time.

I'M SO HAPPY I HAVE AN OWL CITY ALBUM! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Yeah, I'll upload the pictures on my FB account once I'm done choosing photos. So, that's all. Thank you for even bothering to read this piece of crap. Hehe!

PS: Want a photo shoot for free? Kindly send me an e-mail at cmcgarcia14@yahoo.com or send me a message at FB. For Muntinlupa and Laguna Area only. (You could check out my FB account at the Links page above.) :)

Late Post

2011-08-27T06:48:00.000-07:00

It would be sarcastic if I tell you that I am happy in this moment. I'd say that I was happy.

First of all, I got no periodic exam results lower than 87. Yay me! :) I was very very shocked by what I got in Mathematics/Intermediate Algebra. I got a 91! Teehee. :> The result of my English examination was shocking, too. The exam was cryptic and I got lots of mistakes but my exam percentage was 94. It seriously made my day! Ohyeah!

Also, thank you for the support guys! It's about my previous post on Math. I still hate it with a passion but I could say with more effort, I could ace it. Thank you for supporting me. :)

Second, I am getting closer with my classmates. We're having more and more bonding time together. We don't get awkward on the halls anymore. We don't get shy around the camera anymore. Though, Becchi's still my first and original family. :) *Becchi is my first year (well, I was a freshman last year) section.

Seriosuly, I only look good when I'm camwhoring. Me, my seatmate and my best friend. XD

Me and my best friend :)

Hey. I'm not malandi, okay? XD

Yeah, so that's about it. Hehe! I hope you enjoyed this post as much as I was making this,

Wrong Time

2011-08-16T06:09:00.000-07:00

Haha. Hello loves! ♥

Actually, tomorrow will be the 2nd and last day of our exams. I guess I update at random days ever. So, how are you guys?

Well, I am very much enthralled with the results of my other subjects for Long Test. I got line of 9 for Filipino and English while I got an 89 at Social Studies. Not bad, eh? *wink* Because of those subjects, the hated passion of mine for Math has quite lessened. And awhile ago, we took our Quarterly Exams which was surprisingly easier than the Long Tests. Can you believe that Filipino was harder than Asian History and Intermediate Algebra? ._. But, I am hoping and I do believe I will get a high score or if not, a score that won't stoop down to a line of seven. I mean, no one wants to get a palakol, right? I did good, I think. I am not bragging, just hyped up. Sorry.

Anyways, good luck to those who will be and is taking the exams. And for those who didn't do good, there's always a next time! :) Bye!

Signing off,

Caryl ♥

STFU. I'm disappointed.

2011-08-13T20:32:00.000-07:00

Dear Algebra,

What is the purpose of putting letters on an equation? And yes, I will not be calling the numbers as variables, coefficients or whatnot. I will simply call them numbers and letters. Will it be of use on our daily lives? Do we have to know the slope a mountain to know if we'll fall or not? Do we have to use substitution or elimination to know the price of a pack of chips? Please be practical. If mathematicians were geeks, they seriously do not have common sense.

Sincerely,

Students

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I will forever hate Math. I am dead serious with it.
Note: This is a full-rant post, you have been warned.

Unfortunately, I got a failing grade at Mathematics. It was my first time failing a major test at Mathematics. Failing quizzes is not a big deal to me. So, I am really depressed. And on Tuesday, we will be taking the 1st Quarter Exam. DAMN. So, I hope everything goes right and that I finish all the projects soon. :(

The stressed one,

Caryl </3

Sssh. Takas lang 'to.

2011-08-09T04:58:00.000-07:00

hhHi guys! I miss blogging. Lol. I'm so paranoid, no? I've noticed that my blogger friends haven't been updating much. So, I'm a bit depressed. That's why I'm here blogging. Yipee! :)

By the way, I call this the *drumrolls* Tadaa~ "The Takas Post". Takas is a Tagalog word which means to secretly spend a moment of your time or whatnot. Sorry, but I really can't explain it. Lol. So, the reason why I call this post as "Takas post" is that I'm supposed to study for the Long Test tomorrow. But since my hands are itching to type and update, I'm here lying down facing my laptop. *Damn you, Astigmatism. :| I can't see well.*

And yeah, I hope my mom allows me to go to El Nido, Palawan! My friend asked me if I could join her family there so I'll really try and convince my parents. Though, I'm worried about my attendance since I already have 3 absents and 2 tardiness days. :|

A sad face because I didn't finish my Math subject. Cross-fingers that I may pass the exam. >.<

So, I'll close this post of mine with a selca of me in my uniform. :) Good bye!

Dear Rain, please don't leave. You have to cancel the classes.

2011-07-31T07:42:00.000-07:00

Hi people! I miss posting so here I am updating. Weirded out by my last post? It's actually my own feelings, so yeah. Keep it a secret, okay? ;) *wink wink*

For the past few weeks, rain has been visiting our country, Philippines. 2 rainstorms have been here and the third is to enter by tomorrow evening. My goodness, we weren't having proper classes since 2 days of classes were cut. <-- Every student's wish including me. XD

Anyways, last Friday was our Integration Day, a celebration for new students and the freshmen. Even though I was obliged to attend, I didn't since I preferred to join the trip to Subic. Weee! We only went to Ocean Adventure because of the bad weather and it was our first time there. Too bad we couldn't go to the Safari and zoos. Next time. :)
Ocean Adventure was really cool and the dolphins and sea lion were a hit. Though, I feel a bit sorry for them. Yeah, they're taken care of, but they're trained and used to pleasure people. That's the way life goes. At least they're safe and not being hunted in the wild.
*Won't be uploading pictures, sorry. :(

The dolphins were so great. I also love the "Walk on the Wild Side" segment. Especially the kuya/guy who was showing us what to do if we ever get stranded on the forest. Lol. I'm very bothered by how the trainers test the sea lions and dolphins knowing they have to train them hard. I hope they give dignity to those poor creatures.

That's all people. XD See you around. By the way, I will be posting pictures here sometime. ;)

Is this all we'll ever be?

2011-07-30T05:26:00.000-07:00

I've known you not too long,

You're not a friend of mine,

But is this all we'll all ever be?

I like you but I can't show it. I don't know much about you but I want to know more about you. You're funny and popular around the girls. Not to mention your dazzling smile even when you have braces and your white skin. Did I mention I like guys with either glasses, braces, guys with awkward and funny personality? Though I want to confess, I can't. I'm too prideful and I still do not know much about you. Every time you talk to me, my heart goes ba-dump, badump. I am still confused with love and like. I am very scared of rejection now that I know you like someone else. And it hurts me so I don't want to break down and feel the pain in my heart. I want to be ready. I want to love you when you love me back. But I hope we become friends, even if that's all we'll ever be.

Butterfly Blog Award and an Autobiography~

2011-07-16T00:34:00.000-07:00

This is my first time getting a blog award so I'm very very happy! Ms./Ate Eunice of Laces and Tiaras gave me this award. Thanks Ate Eunice! Though, this is a very very late upload XD

So, the rule's simple: You just have to tag 7 other people and write something about yourself.

I'm Caryl. I'm 13 and I study at San Beda College Alabang. I am proud to wear RED loud and proud. I am a highschool sophomore so please stop misjudging me as a college student. [XD] I am the typical yet not-so-typical type of girl. I'm typical in a way that I study, eat, listen to music, follow the trend, and you name it. I'm not-so-typical in a way that I am more of a geeky girl who stays up late for anime, blogging and does projects on-rush due to laziness. I am geeky because I'm a bookworm, an anime lover, enthusiastic blogger, and a girl who watches Korean/Japanese/Asian Series like a movie marathon. :))))

I am a noob at photography but I am an enthusiast. That's why Keiko is with me. She is my very first dSLR camera not that an slr matters. That's why I love Keiko so much but I was so sad when I had to get her a repair because an error 80 shows up. :x Now that she's fixed, I'll try to take better care of her and use her to enhance my skills on photography. I am tempted some times to ask my parents to buy me new lens or accessories but I try hard not to and just wait for Christmas.

I really love anime, manga, and anything that involves Japanese culture. My anime geekiness was provoked when my best friend, Mavee, told me if I knew about Detective Conan. I was like, WTH?, it's the most popular anime of all time. We were like, 7 years old, back then. Let's talk about friendship later. I've read more than a hundred mangas and watched dozens of animes and some AMVs. Okay, okay, I'm not being OA but it really is true. I usually read mangas of the shoujo and school life genre. I occasionally read action, yuri(girls' love), shounen-ai(a much timid version of yaoi[boy's love], and magical.

Some of the mangas I've read. :)

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Shall we go on with my personal life? Okay. :)

I'm a girl who's shy at first but then goes taking part on things when we become friends. Let me tell you honestly, I've never really earned that much friends because they walked off on me during elementary. If you want to know more about it, let's talk through Facebook. Then, that's when my best friend comes. Mav is my best friend on the whole wide world. We became best friends when we were 8 or 9 years old? We met each other through our fathers who were class mates during high school. I remember attending her 7th birthday at Max's, I was a crybaby and she had her friends and we never really talked to each other. I remember seeing her as someone who's very "mataray" or a bit snob. WTH, I was 7 years old back then! =)) But, things changed, when our families decided to go to Caliraya and swim at Pansol, Calamba. From then, we started hanging out and then became best friends. I love her because she's there for me everytime and she never fails to make me laugh. <3 (sorry we never really had a portrait because we seldom see each other)

Things changed when I entered high school. I felt free and I didn't feel like I was being watched. I was a bird freed of a cage full of others who're trying to surpass me. I was very insecure because of my old school. That experience left a scar in my heart. But attending Caritas Don Bosco School was one of the most unforgettable experiences of my life. I also had a bit of misundertsnading with friends but I never really lost one there. And, what's great is that I earned myself another best friend. Her name is Alyssa. She's like me though she's not an anime addict as I am. Even so, I love her from the bottom of my heart. =)

Alyssa (green) and Me :)

And as for my lovelife? God's still writing it. But, I know he'll give that opportunity to me at the right time. That's all about me. Once again, thanks ate Eunice for giving me such an award. It flatters me! :)

Okay, so for the people to be tagged:

I am not tagging anyone but my affies :) They've all been good to me and all of their blogs are cool. \m/

News~News~

2011-07-11T04:24:00.000-07:00

Ohaaaaay! I miss you guys already. I've been really busy so please, please, forgive me! I always plan to update every Friday and during weekends but I get so lazy I start to browse the Internet or read stories at the Creative Corner of Teentalk at candymag.com. So, I will just share the latest happenings in my life in a single post. Teehee! :)

So, uhm, Keiko's fixed! Oh my goodness, after getting her, I immediately tested the camera and did some shots. It was the same as before. And I'm very thankful since I got her before Saturday, the day of the photoshoot with Denisho Takahara as Sebastian Michaelis of Kuroshitsuji [Black Butler]. Erika's with us, too. She's a friend of Ken :) It was my first photoshoot at all. I had fun and learned about angles and whatnot. I will try to upload some pictures, so please look forward to it. Here are some of my shots. I haven't edited it yet so sorry for the extra car behind picture no. 2 and the Rizal cement sacks on picture no. 1. Hehehe~

* Please do not rip. If you would like to borrow, kindly credit me. Thank yooou~!

Also, I have a new hairstyle! Haha. I rebonded? my hair for the second time and I hope this one stays longer. After that, I had my hair cellophane in black. I wanted to get something that will get my hair in a red shade when reflected by the sun but I guess it's too risky for school so I just sticked with black. :)

BEFORE

AFTER

Uhm, and yeah, school's okay. Though, it really is hard to keep up with the other subjects. They've given us a Performance Task already. Tsssss. We also had our Long Test and Algebra never fails to annoy me! The exam included the Fibonacci Sequence which was not even taught to us by the teacher. (since a teacher from that level does the exam for the whole level, gets?) I hope he'd consider it a bonus. I just hope to get good grades. :)))

Lastly, I've been very emotional lately. I'm getting back to my old self where I get judgmental of my friends. I'll just post it another time. :(
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Arigatou minna~! Please don't leave me and my blog and Keiko. I cannot promise to update every time but I will try hard to do so as much as possible. Stay posted. :)

QUICKIE UPDATE ~ BWAAAH.

2011-06-30T05:27:00.000-07:00

Hello guys! Just updating for the sake of not losing readers and affies. And yes...

I'm still alive!

But my homeworks' trying to kill me. Rawr you teachers. Brrr. I think I'm doing well at school but I have to strive harder.

This girl here is trying to achieve something so please pardon her for not updating. SHHH, conscience. :D

So, I'll be updating tomorrow, I promise! So please, please, please. Do not remove me from your affies if I haven't been visiting. T_T

REGARDS,

CARYL and her CONSCIENCE

DECISIONS MADE

2011-06-18T02:28:00.000-07:00

Today was a very different day. I have entered a world full of people with unfamiliar faces and an environment of saturated culture. I tried to do my best and show that I am brave - that I am not afraid to show who I am and that I am ready to face those who wants to hurt me by words and crush me down. The weather was great. But, the feel of the place was very different from what I felt when I first stepped on the grounds of Caritas Don Bosco. Rather, it felt unfriendly, unsafe, it didn't feel like family mostly because it was populated. My class was not that friendly compared to the funny jokes and warm welcome I have encountered on the day I first met my family, Becchi.

It felt confusing being new. I don't know where to go, who to ask and who to talk to. It seems as if I'm not welcomed because I'm new and I'm buxom/plump/fat. I miss my first-year friends, really. I miss my classmates whom I've considered as siblings, our loving teachers who gave us support and chances in any way they can, and mostly the way how Caritas Bosconians treat each other. Though, it doesn't mean that I hate my new school. I am now converted from BLUE to RED. I chose to change from Wolves to Lions. Hello world. I'm Caryl and I chose to be Bedan.

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Late post. Honto ni gomen nasai minna~! Did you miss me? How was classes and life? LOL!
Really, I'm OP there. It's so depressing and they're looking at me like I'm a disgusting creature. GRRR! Just because I'm not yet in my uniform doesn't mean I'm older than you. WTF. Someone even thought I'm a parent. :(((( Do I really look like one? Just because I'm large? :( Is it because I'm ugly? :((

Ay, haha. :)) Natatawa na ako sa A/N dito. XD Sige.

Reminiscing and Imagining the Future

2011-06-11T05:23:00.000-07:00

Hello fellow bloggers and visitors. How are you guys? Sorry, I haven't been able to update for the last few days. I got a cold and our internet connection was broke off.
Anyways, classes will start soon. Aren't you excited? Well, I am! Though, I'm a bit nervous. I think I'm the only new student at our class.

These photos were taken during the last day of classes, it's our pseudo reunion. :') Brings such wonderful memories.

I am now a Bedan but I miss being a Caritas Bosconian. I'll miss the funny moments of Becchi; the momentous Sports Fest; the everyday scenario of bustling sounds at the Canteen; the heated competition between the first-year sections ('coz I was a Freshie last year XD); students playing guitars and some girls playing korean jackstones while waiting for classes to start; the time when the bell rings and everyone changes into their white shoes; the lively songs sung during the Weekly Friday Mass; especially, my time spent with my friends and how we get to survive the school year. I'll miss the feel of it all. I'll forever remember them and if ever I forget about it, I know my heart will always feel it.
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Hehe, enough of the crying moments. *Note: Is the 2nd paragraph of journalism standard? Lol. I'm such a feeler.* I will now write normally.
So, classes are starting on Monday, and tomorrow, my mom/dad will be attending the orientation so I might not be able to go online all day at all. I still don't have a uniform, you know? (T_T) And I don't know what to bring during the first day and what to do and where to go and all the things I need to know about SBCA is still unknown to me. Pardon me for using run-on sentences. I'm just paranoid.

I hope SBCA won't be that harsh. I hope the Bedans would welcome me warmly even though I'm bullying prone. Really, I am. As I've said, I'm chubby and not pretty. Or, maybe I'm pretty or it's just that I'm chubby. Well, it's yours to decide. ·¸·

Can I curse right now?

2011-06-04T08:58:00.000-07:00

I hope I could. Okay, I'll start.
I hate my f*cking life right now. We went to Enchanted Kingdom and I was hoping to bring Keiko since EK's one of the best places to have your pictures taken. I mean - the bright lights, the magical rides, cutesy benches, exciting places and such. And, just when I'm one of the most excited to go because of the picture taking, that f*cking error 80 showed up. I've been there before so many times, don't get me wrong, but this will be the first-ever time to bring Keiko with me. *slash wrist*

Last Monday, Keiko was working properly. I even did take good shots. My only problem was, I didn't have my new SD card with me so I put the old one back. Though, I don't believe that was the cause of error 80 showing up. Lately, since it's summer, our aircon would run for half a day or so. I have noticed that the lens have been condensating even when I put it in its bag and even have the lens cover in it. When the lens has moisture, I wait for it to disappear before using it. But, I didn't know that I have to take the batteries out and lens removed. Grrrr. We're going to Electroworld ATC this Tuesday. Thank goodness class won't be starting next week.

Anyways, since I was panicking, I posted different statuses about Keiko. My brother was crap. His
comments are sh*t and always will be. I mean, he doesn't even have the rights to give me such sh*tty advice since he, too, loses/breaks his things most of the time. There was never a time when he didn't break his phone. His first phone, which cost more than 30k PHP broke when he brought it at an amusement park. He even broke our camera's LCD. He lost his wallet for the nth time and lost his driver's license for the 3rd time. Tell me, who's more of an idiot between the two of us? Obviously, you could see already. I'm really sorry if you people think I'm mean. I'm just holding back from him that I'm blogging right now. I'm not trying to embarrass him, I just wanted to prove how much better I am than him. He could be the worst jerk ever. He is also bragging because he can drive now. Okay, hooray for him. clap clap clap. bow. I could be the worst sarcastic person ever, right? XD I'm just mean today. Really.

Please don't think of me as a meanie always. Is it because of PMS? Maybe. Lol. Goodbye dear cutesy midgets! :-)

Meanie,
Caryl <3

Restaurant Review

2011-06-02T08:09:00.000-07:00

*The photos are not mine. I haven't been able to take photos since I didn't take Keiko with me -__-

So, we went to Alabang Town Center last Monday to buy a certain thing since my dad asked my mom to buy him slippers for his Caramoan trip. That's why we bought Crocs at Rustan's. And can you believe it, he didn't like it because he wanted only simple ones. Lool. Guess he has no choice. We were supposed to eat at the Food Court but lola wanted to eat carbonara so I recommended Amici, an Italian Restaurant. We actually ate there last December after buying Keiko. At first, it was a self-order restaurant, but now, it's a service order thing. (Sorry, I really don't know.)

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So, my mom and I shared with the bolognese and the Spinach Ravioli.

Note: I do not like the taste of the Bolognese but the Spinach Ravioli is quite nice :)

My lola and cousin ordered a carbonara and something that's also pasta.

We ordered a Mozarella Frito and a platter of potatoes cut in half with a mozarella filling. Sorry I really don't remember -_-

I love their Mozarella Frito. The salsa and the mozarella combination makes the food zesty and acidic. :-bd

One thing about this resto is that they bake pizza the original way and their 4 cheese pizza is great as well. XD

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Then, the day after that, we ate at Guilly's Island. It's the same as Giligan's island, actually. I'd really recommend their pork sisig and spicy squid! It tastes so great!

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I do hope that you try these awesome tasting foods from Guilly's and Amici. ;)

Love is [insert name here]

2011-05-31T08:10:00.000-07:00

What if right love comes at the wrong time? What would you do? Would you defend your love or would you rather listen to what others say? Would you run away with the person meant for you or break down and leave your almost perfect half? Just like the famous facebook status, love is complicated.

Love is something that comes unexpected. It might come tomorrow, this week, month, a year after, it might even come today. One thing's for sure - you never know when you'll experience it.

I have always been fond of reading fictional stories. Most of them goes with the story of girl meets boy then they become couples then someone from the past hinders them from loving each others but will end with a happy never after. I myself have never experienced mutual love but I did love, I did love with an unrequited love. It was painful for me, actually. Watching your love far behind and seeing him looking at another girl. It was always my part. But, I do hope, that one day, someone would be looking at me instead.

Love is complicated. Sometimes, when the two of you truly loves each other, certain people would come and disagree. What you think was meant by destiny is something you'll think later as a big, confusing lie. Though, you always have your friends who'll support you throughout your lovelife.

What is love exactly? Well, for me, love is wonderful. Period.

According to wikipedia, love is

When discussed in the abstract, love usually refers to interpersonal love, an experience felt by a person for another person. Love often involves caring for or identifying with a person or thing (cf. vulnerability and care theory of love), including oneself (cf.narcissism).

Why do people want love so badly? Many people depend on love. For them, it is their salvation. It is their salvation from their never-ending problems and loneliness.

When should you pursue for mutual love? I don't believe that people should only love another person within their age bracket. I do believe in the saying, love has no age limit. Pursue for love when you feel it. Pursue for love when you're ready. Pursue for love especially when you think your destiny's there so close to you already.

What would you feel when you're in love? You'd feel tingly and happy. Some says it feels like heaven. You'd feel like glowing and spacing out. You'd feel like giving your best. Especially, you'd feel like loving everyone else in the world just because of a single person.

Just remember, love isn't as easy as everyone thinks. You'd go through rocky roads and heavy journeys but it'll be easier if you support each other. Love yourself just like how you love others. Love as if there's no tomorrow! Love no matter what the circumstances. Love. Love and love!

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Sorry for the lame post. XD I just felt like doing a post that relates to love. You wanna know why? Okay, okay, I'll tell you. I miss the one I like unrequitedly. I know it's not good but I'm reminiscing of the days how I randomly stalked him (yes, I'm a stalker. sorry I'm weird). He was originally a crush of my friend but I came to like him even though it hurts me so much that I know he have someone he likes.

It feels much like destiny. Err. I'm still young. I don't wanna think about this yet. =)) But, I'm thinking. What would happen to us now that we're not schoolmates anymore? By the way, he's a senpai of mine. Though, I look more of a senpai than him. XD I'll surely miss his kinky hair, smile, his brown eyes, the way he walks and his cute voice. I won't be having that doze of days anymore.

If you're reading this, I am not that kind of stalker where I take pictures of you! I'm not that crazy, okay? Well, thank you for giving me this kind of opportunity of liking someone and I hope we'd get ahead of our future.

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That's all people! Thank you for reading this. I hope it inspired you.

Have I told you already?

2011-05-24T09:56:00.000-07:00

Have I posted already about the school I've chosen? You know, I went through a lot of emotional crying when discussing about my transfer. My parents wanted me to go to ... but I wanted to go to SBCA. (I won't give the link to my previous post but you could browse through my archives. Sorry ^^) I passed at ... and at first, I decided that I will go there. But, I also took the test at SBCA. That's when my mind changed and my mind boggled and hurt from thinking and deciding.

I took the test at SBCA last May 10 and they said that the result will be out after a week. A week passed and the result was not yet released so they told us that we can get the result after 2 days. That day was the deadline of enrollment at ...- .That was my mother's birthday and at the same time, my decision day. I was supposed to enroll a day before at ... but I didn't wake up early and my mom and grandma got angry for doing so. That's when I lost interest on picking schools because we had different decisions. I wanted to go at SBCA and they wanted me to go at ...

We had this argument. Not only was I mad because I didn't have schools yet. I was hella mad because I feel like they're giving more attention to my sibling (sibling only because I was only referring to one but I actually have two.) Let's say I'm spoiled from books and random things but I don't ask from them ALWAYS. They were giving me without asking from them. I cried and cried and my jar of feelings spilled out and so I couldn't control my feelings. I shouted and answered back at my grandma and mom. I told them they were unfair and all the things a person wouldn't want to hear. I was sobbing and hurting myself so that I could prevent myself from throwing things. That's when they gave up and they told me to get dressed and wait for the result of my exam. I was crying for almost half of the day. And when I calmed down, I was so embarrassed I couldn't talk at all. :( That's when I greeted my mom happy birthday. Such a cliche moment, ayt? Well, when we arrived at Bene, the result still wasn't out and my cousin's family was so supportive they even texted the registrar who was very kind to tell us where to go. Hehe! ^^ After an hour of waiting (it was almost 3'o clock), the result was finally out!

I received a call from my cousin and she was congratulating me. Sooooo, I answered without yelling from excitement since I was sort of expecting it already. Not that I'm bragging or anything. When I took the exam, everything was sort of easy and I don't know why. I thought I wouldn't be able to finish the last set of exams because the number of items are between 300 and 350 when we were only given 2 hours and 30 minutes. But I was surprised when I finished the exam with an hour and a half left. I looked if anyone was finished and they were still answering. Hehe! Sorry for bragging if you think I AM bragging. I'm just proud. Lolololol~

Anyways, I saw that my mom was holding a paper and she said that I was on "for reconsideration". I didn't believe her. Haha! Yay! Yay! I passed. After hearing the news, we went to go tell lola and went to the uniform section. Nothing fitted me! Except maybe for the PE attire. Hehe! That's why we'll be claiming my uniform by the end of May or the first week of June. Then, the day after that, we went there again for the Gala fitting. We'll be wearing galas! Haha. I just think it's cute since it's sort of lolita. Yeah, we'll be wearing them during the mass and such. Sorry, I don't know. m(_ _)m

This post is already long so Imma cut it short now. Thank you for reading this post even though you were in the verge in dying from boredom and many grammatical mistakes. Pardon me milady/master. XD

Changed layouts again~

2011-05-23T09:23:00.000-07:00

Hi guys. Updating..

I changed layouts again because there were so many errors on the layout and I don't know what to do. Sorry for being noob. x_x So, I changed nalang and copied my infos then added some din. :p :p :p I'll be updating soon so good mornight and sweet dreams! <3

Let's play tag, shall we?

2011-05-22T06:39:00.000-07:00

Okay, so this tag thingie's been going around blogger now. And.. I'VE BEEN TAGGED! I'm so happy! :)))))

Rules:
Each tagged person must post ten things about themselves.
You have to choose and tag ten people.
Go to their blogs and tell them you tagged them.
No tag backs.
Have Fun.

Here are some random facts about me.

1. I love to eat foods and drink beverages that are from Japan and as long as it's sweet. (Blame the habit for being fat.)
2. I love to collect pictures, AMVs, and typos that are anime-related and cute things!
3. I name my things and stuffed toys. I even named my EOS 550D as Keiko.
4. I write stories, then I'd think of posting it. But, in the end, I forget it and remember it after seeing the notebook.
5. I read novel books and fanfictions. They keep me sane!
6. I cried just to get my parents to enroll me at San Beda College Alabang this year. And yeah, I made a good act. Haha!
7. I do not like pink & red at all. They hurt my eyes.
8. I cosplay. Haha! I know it's hard to believe because I'm HEALTHY and ugly. :p But I'm not FUGLY. :p
9. I get excited when I see Koreans and Japanese people. I want to be friends with them!
10. I buy things that are not needed. Well, sometimes. :))

And now, you guys are tagged. :) Sorry if it won't reach 'til 10.

Kryk, Shine, Tepai, Sasha

Thank you for those who tagged me!

Ate Alliza, Ate Bea, Ate Sayraah

SITE UNDER CONSTRUCTION

2011-05-21T22:48:00.000-07:00

I decided to change my blog layout since I really think it is boring. I will be using the layout theme from blogskins so ... yeah. :p See you later guys!

THINKING OF CHANGING MY LAYOUT

2011-05-21T11:30:00.000-07:00

Hi guys. I think my site's layout is now boring and I'm thinking of changing it. Though, I want to change it to the classic blogger style, not layouts from blogskins.com. I don't know, I love the layouts from blogskins 'coz it's easier to edit infos but I think many people are using those layouts now. Can you give me some suggestions? Oh, I don't know. I don't think anime-inspired layouts don't fit my blog since I do not do anime reviews. I like the girly layouts but it's too pinkish. I don't like pink. I would like a blog layout more on the green or brown side. Any suggestions? Just, don't suggest Domo-kun or the notebook thingies 'coz it's too common now. hehe. Sorry, words are still tied up on my tongue. Pardon for the quite-foolish words of mine. Hehe!

GOD, PLEASE DON'T DESTROY EARTH YET. I STILL WANT TO LIVE ♥

2011-05-21T11:11:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, I'm back. I just had the urge to update right now - at the middle of the night. I know, what a random time to update, right? Sorry, I'm weird.

Anyways, this post is about the Judgment Day according to an organization named 'Family Radio'. I honestly do not believe that the world would end at October 21, 2011. I mean, why so sudden? I know this world has been colored black because of the sins committed by mankind - pollution, poverty, lust, yeah the list goes on. The 'Family Radio' is now spreading the word about Judgment Day through flyers, TV interviews and such. It actually scared me. Why? It scared me because I think that I still am not ready for heaven. I have committed so much sin and I feel like all I say is rants and not gratitude to my so-ever-loving mother.

I watched a TV-Special about the Judgment Day. It was produced by ABS-CBN, hosted by Julius Babao, a well-known reporter from the Philippines and that segment was called 'Gunaw.' I can't belueve that most preachers agree that it will happen. My heart was pounding while watching the segment. Please God, live for us. We can only believe on what you will do.

I still don't want the world to end. I still want to live freely and happily. I still want to spend my time with friends and family. I still want to inspire people someday. I still want to have grandchildren and marry the person I love. But, what if... What if I were to day earlier? Then, I would say I love you, sorry and thank you to my parents and grandparents who have supported me throughout my entire life even though I pay them back with annoying looks and high-pitched angry answers. I would confess to the one I love. I know he would not respond the same way the way I feel about him but I want to make him special. I would say thank you to all my loved ones and peace be with you to all those whom I have offended.

Lastly, when I enter heaven, I would say "I'm back" to the Loving Father and I know he'll respond "Welcome back." with open arms and a happy shining smiling face.

Sorry, I'm late.

2011-05-13T09:58:00.000-07:00

Hi guys. Sorry I haven't been posting recently. I've been quite busy and when I'm at home, I get bored. There were times when I wanna update my blog but I was so distracted by Twitter and Candymag.com . Lolololol. I think I wanna switch back to the modified CSS website layouts from Blogskins. Oh, boy. I don't know. But I mostly see pinkish layouts. I don't think it suits my posts. :( Noooo.

Basta, I just wanna update XD so, goodnight people!

I don't feel the bond anymore, what happened, where did it go?

2011-05-01T09:19:00.000-07:00

I'm so ****ing depressed right now and I don't know why. Maybe this jealousy-on-friendship syndrome of mine is building up again. I've ranted about friendship before until I decided to delete it for the sake of those people. But....

ICAN'THELPIT!!!!!!! :'(

Ever since I transferred schools for my high school, I felt like they replaced me easily. I was really enthusiastic on meeting up with them but I guess I only saw their 'poker face' when I'm bringing up the subject. As much as it hurts me that I can't help but feel something similar to heartburns only worse. Though, I cannot feel the tears coming. I felt like my pride was preventing me from doing so. Of course. Who would've want to feel defeated when one didn't do anything wrong? But, I really didn't DO anything wrong! Whenever I go to my elem school's office (where we met) and it was their dismissal, I'd always run so that they won't see me and say 'hi' to me because I'd only feel guilt. I'd only watch them somewhere they won't see me. Is it considered as 'stalking'? I hope it isn't.

Note : If you wanna know why I go to my elementary school's office/school, PM me on Facebook or e-mail me at e-mail.

And would you like to know what situation I'd see??

:(( I would always think, 'That should be with them right now' or 'if only I hadn't changed schools'. I was left with no choice but to transfer schools because of the rumors circling around my school about me being at the top. It scared me the fact that my classmates would bully me and I would be left without self-confidence.
Yes, I know, I'm paranoid and while I'm writing this, I can feel my heart doing the heartburn thingy again. Maybe it's hurting me so much. I feel that talking this with a friend won't make me feel satisfied so I guess this blog is my sort of friend for now.

*sigh* At least bhez is there for me. I want someone who would soothe me and make me feel I'm special. Haha. Nagpaparinig ba sa mga fellow blogger? XD

At least I have the stories from the Creative Corner of Teentalk and fanfictions from fanfiction.net to keep my mind distracted. This isn't depression, right? If it is, then, I'd better make new friends on my new school and try my best to get a best friend. haha, but not the kind of making her like a rebound. I'd really treasure my soon-to-be friend. :)

COMMENTS ARE HIGHLY ~~NEEDED~~ APPRECIATED. </3 And I'm not posting this to get attention. Maybe I need attention but... for myself and not for the popularity of my blog. Just clearing it up. :)

GOOD BLESSINGS COME

2011-04-27T23:28:00.000-07:00

My test was supposed to be yesterday. Fortunately, I'm lucky enough to have had my test and interview taken last Monday. We went there around 10AM and went home at 5:30. Haha. I think it's unbelievable

I was so happy back then. I didn't feel any nervousness at all and confidence was surging all over me.

Before I took the exam, I prayed real hard. I didn't have time to pray and read the Psalm 91 that's always read at El Shaddai so I read it after the exam.

By the way, it really helps.

PSALM 91

1. Whoever goes to the Lord for safety, whoever remains under the protection of the Almighty,

2. Can say to Him, "You are my defender and protector, You are my God; in You I trust."

3. He will keep you safe from all hidden dangers and from all deadly diseases.

4. He will cover you with His wings; you will be safe in His care; His faithfulness will protect and defend you.

5. You need not fear any dangers at night or sudden attacks during the day.

6. Or the plagues that strike in the dark or the evils that kill in daylight.

7. A thousand may fall dead beside you, ten thousand all around you, but you will not be harmed.

8. You will look and see how the wicked are punished.

9. You have made the Lord your defender, the Most high your protector.

10. And so no disaster will strike you, no violence will come near your home.

11. God will put His angels in charge of you to protect you wherever you go.

12. They will hold you up with their hands to keep you from hurting your feet on the stones.

13. You will trample down lions and snakes, fierce lions and poisonous snakes.

14. God says, I will save those who love me and I will protect those who acknowledge me as Lord.

15. When they call to me, I will answer them; when they are in trouble, I will be with them, I will rescue them and honor them.

16. I will reward them with long life; and I will save them.

I was not really confident while I was interviewed but I had good vibes for the exam. =.="

And yeah.....

I PASSED! WOOHOO!

and yeah...

I GOT MY SBCA EXAM PERMIT!

It really is different when you have a relative's connection. :))))))

That's all. Sorry for the long post without picture and I'm quite sure it bored you. But I guess I really just had to post it here. Thanks for the support, minna! Domo arigatouuuuuu!

ONCE WAS I A CROSS ACADEMY DAY STUDENT

2011-04-27T20:14:00.000-07:00

These were taken a long time ago.

Kekeke~ During the 3rd day of Cosplay Mania X.

And it was my first time too.

So, sorry for not wearing proper makeup. >.< :))

SO WHILE I'M WAITING

2011-04-27T08:10:00.000-07:00

For my photos from Keiko to upload.

Imma be posting this random post. Haha. Get it?

Have you read stories from the Creative Corner of Teentalk?

Well, basically, for those who don't know...

Teentalk is an online forum by Candymag.com.

Creative Corner is a forum where you can post your literary works but it mostly is filled with stories.

I have read a few.. These are the ones I really really like!

I COURTED HIM

MY PRINCE

I'M GLAD IT'S YOU

TERMINAL

THAT GIRL

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Try them, okay?

TORN BETWEEN ~

2011-04-24T00:48:00.000-07:00

cI'm torn between ...

2 schools.

Haha. Isn't about love of all. Yes, bitter. So? Imma be b*tchy for now 'coz I've been reading a lot of cute stories at Teentalk.

Well, let's get back to the 2 gakkou issue of mine.

I'll be getting my card on Monday, which is tomorrow then I'll be going to St. Scholastica's College Westgrove to pass my requirements. The day after that is my HS2 entrance exam at SSC-W. I know, ryt? I'm very thankful Ms. Registrar is very kind. 0:)

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I was a bit annoyed by San Beda College Alabang's requirements. No offense SBCA Administration. We had to let CDBS sign the recommendation form even before I even pass the test.

They won't admit you unless you have completed the requirements. And their slots are limited. I tell you, limited. So, here I am, being paranoid whenever I see the reccomendation form lying on the table. TROLOLOL. =))

Now, I'm torn up between these 2 very similar schools. San Beda and St. Scholastica are twins. So basically, Benedictine priests and sisters run the school. Haha. Help me Lord. Please let me pass on both schools. But Imma be saying this, when I pass both schools, I'm definitely choosing SBCA. Kekeke~

Wish me luck everyone! >:D<

SUGGESTIONS

2011-04-17T06:23:00.000-07:00

Any good suggestions on what to wear at Cosplay Cons.

I have plans to attend the Metro Comic Con 2011 this May.

I've never been to the MCC past events.. Haha..

Here is a picture of my full body.

Please don't be harsh. I know I'm fat and you don't need to point it out...

Don't be so harsh, mujuuuuu~. >.<

And for my Close-up

Suggestions? :3 T.I.A!

By the way, you can suggest make-up shades and everything related to anime and cosplay. :3

What if...

2011-04-17T03:05:00.000-07:00

What if...

I confessed to the one I love this year?

Will he accept me or will he break my heart?

What if...

I didn't study for the exam?

Will I fail or will faith give me luck?

What if..

I didn't believe in God?

Will I still have this prosperous life or will I be drowning from the depths of vices and sin?

What if...

I wasn't spoiled?

Will I be living divine or will it be affecting me sooner or later?

What if..

I didn't meet my best friend?

Would I be living life miserably or living life more fun and exciting?

What if..

I didn't try my best in everything I do?

Would my guardian angels support me or will Satan take over me?

This questions always cross my mind.. Do you have thoughts like these, too? If so, why don't you share and tell me? :)

VISIT ME, NYAAA~? :3

2011-04-17T02:58:00.000-07:00

I can only watch you somewhere.

But I know you can feel my loving presence.

Please find me in your heart so unfair,

That makes me tingle everytime it spreads your contagious hue.

- EXCERPT, "I Reached You, Please Reach Me"

Hi Guys! Please visit my poems site:

http://poems-carylgarcia.blogspot.com

This site contains mostly friendship and love poems. So, I hope you feel warm and fuzzy at my site. :)

Leave a tag, too, okay? And follow if you like. :-bd ♥♥♥

Note : Sorry for the small picture. It won't fit my blog's dimension. :))

AS ANOTHER PERSON'S LIFE PASSES

2011-04-16T20:18:00.000-07:00

Another victim of a car accident, AJ Perez (Antonello Joseph Perez) was announced dead at 12:20 am of April 17, 2011. He suffered from multiple head injuries when their car was hit by a truck at Paniqui, Tarlac.

The accident happened after he finished a show in Dagupan. His last tweet was

"On the way home already from Dagupan.Long drive ahead.. Thanks to everybody who watched..."

He tweeted it around 11:00PM.

I really look up to him.

Even though he is an actor, he still keeps studying as his first priority. He always get to go up the stage, get his award and show that having two worlds isn't that bad after all.

Please pray for AJ Perez that he may be peaceful and happy with the Lord Almighty.

NO OZINE FEST FOR ME :(

2011-04-11T00:51:00.000-07:00

Last April 8 - 10, 2011 at SM Megamall Trade Hall 2, Ozine Fest was launched and it was a huge success. Ozine fest is sorta like a convention that gathers the cosplay and anime enthusiasts to show their love for the Japanese trend.

Unfortunately, I couldn't come.

The main reason I wanted to go there is to take pictures or test my photography.

I also wanted to connect with my fellow cosplayers, photographers and otakus. But, oh well, maybe God stopped me from doing so because he wanted mo to go to church. I feel so ... divine. Haha!

My friend Ken was there cosplaying Sebastian from Kuroshitsuji.

I met her by my best friend, Mav. :)

She really loved anime ever since.

Her real name is Ken Ramos Ricafort though her cosplay name is Denisho Takahara.

She is now 14 years old and is an incoming Third Year Highschool Student.

Her first cosplay experience was when she was 5 and portrayed Conan Edogawa, one of the most popular characters of all time from the anime and manga Detective Conan.

She regularly started attending cons at 2009, when she was a Grade 6 student,

I could say that she is very talented because aside from cosplaying, she also sings and plays tennis well.

She really is a die hard yaoi addict. :3

That's all. When you see her, say hi, okay? :))

WHAT THEY DID TO MY KNEE . :(

2011-04-05T17:47:00.000-07:00

Remember my previous post about me having a knee injury? This might be a BIT gruesome. Hahaha!

We took an x-ray.

There weren't any broken bones.

The doctor touched my knee and said there was liquid inside.

It might be blood or just clear liquid from irritation.

So, the doctor said they had to perform injection.

Oh my gosh! I'm scared of needles.

But I had no choice.

So, I accepted the offer.

The anesthesia was painful at first like someone pinching me.

Then, they immediately inserted the syringe.

They got a lot of bloood! Hahaha! I was a bit excited when I saw my blood.

Oh God, I might be turning like Sunako Nakahara.

Haha. Just joking. :))

Well, that's all. I'm just trying to make a fuss out of that terrible stituation.

WHAT I'M WANTING TO ACQUIRE.. FUFUFU! :3

2011-04-04T22:52:00.000-07:00

I've been planning to buy some accessories for Keiko for protection and to make her much more appealing. Lol!

1. LENS FILTER

- for protection and lighting effects.

2. Decorated Camera Neck Strap

- for holding it into place.

3. An 18-135mm Canon lens for zooming or...

a 50mm f/1.8 lens for everyday/portrait use.

4. Camera Bag

- for protection from robbers/dust/sunlight and storage

5. Battery and Memory Card

- for emergency in case memory gets full or battery runs out.

That's all! Though it might cost a LOT, I'll buy these things just for Keiko. :D

I'll just buy it little by little so that I can save money. ;)

Home Sweet Home! Muaaaaah! :-*

2011-04-04T22:11:00.000-07:00

Hello guys. I'm back! Back from Pangasinan, my mother dear's hometown. We kinda had our pseudo-reunion since my beloved grandma/lola and my mother's sister's family came back from California. I had fun even though there's not much to do there than eat, sleep, and walk. It's hard to believe there's no Internet Connection on our village. :))

My cousins and I hang out as usual. We swam by the Public Pool and had a blast! \m/

COUSINS :)

Too bad, my cousin Precious can't swim by the Adult pool. :))

EXPERIMENTING \m/

WACKY STYLE

Capturing the Splash. :))

Yeah.. :)) Not much to say.

MY KNEE'S SUFFERING ~ T_T ~

2011-03-29T07:58:00.000-07:00

Dear knee,

Day 1
   How are you? You know, you've been giving me lots of pain and hardship after all the embarrassment I've earned from falling down the stage? Hey, don't get me wrong. I'm not saying you're the reason why. I'm just ranting because it's reaaally reaaally painful. Thank goodness your friend ice pack came to the rescue. Your other friend bandage didn't help a lot. You really need some rest, don't you? Well, hang in there. I can't sleep peacefully. Huhuhuhu ~ :(

Day 2
   Your case's gotten worse. Oh no.. You're getting bigger. I hope you didn't get injured. Okay, ice pack helped you again. Hey, I need to get some rest, okay?

Day 3
   I still can't walk properly, are you alright? I need you to get checked so we're bringing you to the clinic. The doctor said there's liquid in you but no cracks on your structure. Isn't that great? But the exchange for it.... The liquid is needed to get it out from you. I'm scared of needles, I know you are too. But I'll bear it for the sake of getting better. *Injects Anesthesia* It hurts!!! Then, injects the empty syringe. Oh my golly wow~! There's blood... There's a torn ligament or something!! Okay, okay, calm down....

Aftertheactiontaken...

   Your daughter might walk properly now. If she still feels pain, it means we still have to remove blood......

* TO BE CONTINUED *

Cosplay Mania X 2010

2011-03-24T19:46:00.000-07:00

My First Cosplay Experience.

At that time, I only had a VideoCam and no DSLR so, sorry for some red-eyes and oily faces. :))))

We cosplayed Vampire Knight. Hahaha! Reminiscing that day.. Errr. Embarrassing but fun! \m/

That's me.. So.. Yeah. :))

Stef, Cathleen, Erika

Left : My sister, Cathleen and Me(Caryl)

Stef, IDK, Cathleen

NO FOLLOWERS...FUUU ~ _

2011-03-24T05:55:00.000-07:00

Random post, huhuhuhu.. I have no followers at all. But, I won't give up this blog no matter what. <3 Because I've made acquaintances and Internet Pals. Lol.

QUICKIE POST ~

2011-03-20T17:37:00.000-07:00

Heeeeey. So, I'm late for class because my DRIVER is still SOOO not here yet. And @!*#&_+ great, I have someone with me. I'm too embarrassed to look at her. So, before leaving, and yeah, my dad will be the one driving, Imma be here at the computer writing to you. Have you ever experienced this kind of crap? Oh, my dad's here. BYE!

Becchi never ends, it just moves on.

2011-03-19T22:58:00.000-07:00

"It takes a day to realize you love someone but it takes forever to forget someone."

Ain't we adorable? XD This is my first year family, duh Becchi. =))

You know, even though we're noisy, crazy, we are family. Though at times we may fight, it ends up with laughter and happiness.

So, I'm gonna miss you Becchi - because you made me feel special, that I'm Someone and not part of the Plastics. Yeah, I know right? I'm not plastic so don't you judge me like you're not one. Loser plastics. Anyway, back to Becchi. Thank you for making me feel that I am really talented, not because I have the power of kicking you out of this school, but because I have something to be proud of. Crap, I'm almost crying. Thank you for the jokes that may hurt sometimes, but has sense anyway. Sorry for not participating on projects and making you do all the work. But, I want you to know one thing guys, I'll really miss you, I'll never forget you and I will treasure our moments the most! :') Thank you Becchi, you made a BIG, GOOD impact in my life. Thank you for NOT giving me a BIG, BAD, impact in my life. :')

COSPLAY LOSING ITS ESSENCE

2011-03-19T22:39:00.000-07:00

"Respect what you love, respect what you do.

Oh, that's not me.. So.. XD

Hey guys. It's been awhile, I guess. Yeah, sorry about my last post. Ha ha. Anyways, do you know what "cosplay" is? For those who do not know, cosplay is a shorter name for "costume play". It's like a dress-up party but it specializes more on depicting anime and manga characters. Yeah, that's why I sooooo ♥♥ Japan. By the way, continue praying for Japan, okay? Anyway, the first time I cosplayed was last October 2010 at the SMX. We cosplayed Vampire Knight and my role was just a Day-night student with no particular main role. I didn't enjoy much because I was a bit O.P =))). I saw a bunchof cute characters and lots of cute hats, accessories, anything j-pop and cosplay things! I fell in love with my neko hat. 0.o

Then, I saw some people. I really got a bit disappointed at them because they didn't know anything about anime and they only pose with cute girls. Think about maniacs. Err. Sorry for the word. But, it IS true. Cosplay should be taken by heart and not because there will be a lot of cute girls and you could post your photos with them and let your friends comment and like it ALOT. Okay, sorry I was talking a bit fast.

So, for those maniacs(again) - cosplayers pose not because they want you to see their sexiness, they post because they want to show their love for cosplay, anime, manga, and Japan. So, please respect them. I'm VERY chubby, you know? So, it's awkward to dress like a Japanese Student, yet I did it because I love anime. So, please think about the other cosplayers in whom you're degrading/you've degraded their confidence.

Okay, thank you for those who read until the last word.

Sincerely,

A Realist named Caryl

Poems are my sanctuary...

2011-03-10T20:29:00.000-08:00

Hey guys! How are you? Exams are finished. All that's left to do now is to blog, look back at the past when my my class Becchi and I met, say goodbyes and I miss you, and GOOF AROUND! :))

Oh, I forgot one thing... I'm also making poems.. Please visit it... Can you please leave a tag and tell something about my writings? I'm not begging for attention or anything, I just want to know if I need to look for mistakes or something.. ;) I'd really appreciate it. Thank you very much!

http://poems-carylgarcia.blogspot.com/

School Finals SUCK/SUCK.

2011-03-06T04:53:00.000-08:00

Fuuuuu~... We're having our Finals tomorrow. And I haven't passed all my projects yet. Gawrsh.. How will I be able to transfer? I don't want the way of teaching at Don Bosco but I learn more than what other school's curriculum have. Anyways, wish me luck. We'll be taking General Technology and Christian Living for tomorrow. Thank goodness our G.T teacher taught as an acronym for the Resistor Color Codes :

Better
Be
Ready
On
Your
Great
Big
Venture
Goes
West(white)
Goes(Gold)
South(silver)
Now(none)

Okay, that's all guys... I'll be posting some pics soon.. Maybe after the exams? Hang on there readers, okay? ▫♥

Hanging on,
▫♥ Caryl ▫♥

Projects All Piled Up

2011-03-02T04:01:00.000-08:00

I'm really SUPER stressed out right now. It's project making week.. Jeeeeezzzzz.... IT'S SO HARD! I don't know where to start or what to finish first. You know, times when you see your project on your room then you remember your project saved on your desktop. Then, you check it out but you end up checking your Facebook Account. :)) Well, if you do this too, welcome to my world.

Also, next week, is the awaited 4th ~~HELL~~ Quarterly Test. I know, right? What more can a teacher give you than educate you and give you hell? :))

That's all for now.. 2 more projects to go. GOD HELP ME!

Panicking,
Caryl <3

LATEST ISH OF CANDY.. YAY!!

2011-02-26T22:41:00.000-08:00

It's been months since I bought an ish of Candy Mag. And I'm a bit depressed. But, when we went to ATC, I saw many Candy Magazines. I immediately rushed to the stand and got one. :)) I told my father if I could buy one and he said yes. Weee!! I'm not really bias on who is featured on Candy, I buy one because I'm a fan. I just don't have the time to buy sometimes. The cover for March's issue is Taylor Swift! Yeah, she's so cool.

I can't upload because Blogger's connection is quite slow. Have to go now. Byiiieee ~.~

LIFE IS A HIGHWAY DRIVE

2011-02-26T21:44:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the dark shot. Lol. Just bear with it, please. I'm new to photography, you know? :))

Traffic at Alabang.. Geez. Nah, it didn't last long.

Then, I saw this vintage car at the busy roads of Pasay. It's so cool. Unfortunately, I don't have any good pictures of it.

Life is a highway drive. There are lots of roads that lead you to different things.. There are times when you'd encounter traffic in life when all things just get jammed up but if you decide and think carefully, the road you're taking will surely be smooth.. ;)

- Caryl Garcia :)

To Stay or not to Stay?

2011-02-25T21:03:00.000-08:00

I actually finished it. Weeeee!! So, how are you guys? Hope you're doing great. I'm actually talking with my lola right now. She's at the States, you know. Well, we're talking about my school transferring. Don Bosco's specialized at Engineering and Entrepreneurship, in which I won't be taking on college. San Beda has this system wherein they classify students according to the courses they'll be taking on college. Much of advantage at SBCA, right?

Here are my cons:

1. My home is quite far and it'll cost much for the gasoline.

2. Both schools have different curriculum.

3. I don't think I can gain a lot of friends.

Opinions are highly welcomed! :)

NOTICE:

2011-02-25T07:32:00.001-08:00

Site is on construction 'til February 26, 8:00pm. :)

DELETED POSTS....AND REPLACING THEM WITH NEW MEMORIES. :))

2011-02-24T05:38:00.000-08:00

Hey guys. I left 2 posts only... It's just that it's depressing since I don't think anyone I know views my profile. :( :) Soo, I'll either repost my old ones or rather delete it permanently. If you would like some poems, kindly visit my other site.. Thanks!

http://www.poems-carylgarcia.blogspot.com/

WILL THIS DREAM COME TRUE?

2011-01-30T22:37:00.000-08:00

Dear Readers,

I had this crazy dream. I will tell you but please don't go spreading it to others because it is really embarrassing.

Setting: SCHOOL/AMUSEMENT PARK

I was with my friends at school. It was the Foundation Day. There were 4 booths, the Horror Booth, Jail Booth, Marriage Booth and Dedication Booth. It just happened that I was watching the people at the Marriage Booth. Then suddenly, this boy approached me... He asked if I could join him for awhile. I looked at my 2 friends who are now giggling and they said, "We'll be roaming around. Have fun!". So, I said, "Sure, let's go." After some minutes of silence, he spoke. "C-can you please answer me?" I blushed really really really hard. We were close a long time ago and I still felt like I was quite close to him, so I said.. "M-mm." I nodded. I blushed even more. So, he laughed. :D I glanced sideways and I connected my fingers. You know, the way people do when they're nervous. So, we were walking for awhile without holding hands, just that we're beside. I don't know what I felt. Then, suddenly, we were somewhat like at StoryLand. Close to the entrance by the unmoving train. Then, I suddenly thought about (I forgot.). He told me something that I forgot again and I said, "Okay, okay. I'll do it." We were now talking comfortably. We were wearing winter clothes which means we are wearing gloves. He then suddenly caught my hands and holds it. We started walking hands together. We were laughing, talking. Suddenly, I woke up and went to the bathroom. I was thinking, "Oh my god, Kami na." Then, I suddenly realized it was all just a dream. It felt real. Even though I have someone different that I like, I felt really sad. :( So, now, I'm thinking about the future. When will I experience love. I hate this feeling, you know. Especially when I think about relationships. It's painful. Anywaaayyy, I'll update soon. :D

Recollection - A renewal of faith :)

2010-11-17T05:17:00.000-08:00

Last November 11, 2010 , we had our recollection at the Light of the World Retreat House, Silang, Cavite. I was so excited. It's because I'll only experience this once a year. Anyways, I left the house at 6:10 and arrived at CDBS at 6:30. And there she was, Aly, arriving at school at the same time. So, we decided to go together. Some of my classmates were already there and most of them were not wearing any jacket/s. I just said to myself, "It's alright. It's even more embarrassing if I remove my jacket. There's nothing wrong with it." I then went to greet my friends. After some talking, it's finally time for us to go to the lobby and wait for the bus. While waiting, the 3rd year students suddenly arrived and made a line in front of us. They had their University tour. I laughed to myself because Cookie Monster was there.

*Recollection starts NOW...
Oh, my. The 3rd year went first. We had our flag ceremony and the bus arrived so we rode and occupied the back seats.. The boys were so noisy, I can't even concentrate. LOL! I was seated next to Aly because my other friend already has a seatmate. I don't reget it, though, because I know we understand each other and I'm having fun when I'm with her. On our way, we saw beautiful orchids and talked about flowers for awhile. We also talked about other things 'til we arrived at the Retreat House. It was peaceful and the place was lovely. I think the last year Recollection House was better. Anyways, our Reco Master was so strict he was so scary. But, after awhile, I found out he was actually funny. :)) I loveloved this recollection. We had activities mostly about prayers and arts.. The food was good and gadgets were not allowed so the admins collected all of it and only 2 cameras were used as official ones.

*Awkward but memorable activities..
Our activity requires a partner - a boy one to be exact. I don't know who to choose since I'm only close with a few and I don't want to pick them because Greyish always tease me with them.. >.< (Peace.. No offense.) So, I just picked my first boy seatmate - """. And I felt bad the way I called him when I asked him to be my partner. I should've said, "Pwede partner tayo?" or something like that. Anyways, it was quite awkward because you had to sit and let your knees touch each other. I don't think of it as malice, but you know, all of us feels this on "puberty" stage. :p Then, we had to read each other's letters, share each other's prayers and touch hands. Well, it's alright. I want him to expose himself anyway. Not the expose like youknowwhat but the take-away-the-shyness way.. At first, we were a bit shy but as of the next activity, he was freely asking questions and I felt the same way. After the partner activities, we were asked to pray for each other and wish them the best. :) The second one was drawing your heart and God's heart. I felt guilty because I feel like I'm not trying my best on taking part as a Catholic. So, I tried my best in this recollection so I could at least fill up the things I've done.

*Letters
Our last activity was kinda special. You'll write a "Thank You, Sorry, and I Admire You" letter to those you've met. I was kinda thinking of writing to my partner but I guess it's not worth giving since I know he won't give me one. My friends all gave me a Thank You letter and I gave all kinds of letters. Thanks for those who gave me one! :)

*Picture Picture
The Letter Giving ends our Recollection and we still have time before going back so we decided to take pictures. Here are some:

I don't have anything to share anymore but I gotta say, this recollection's better than last year! \m/

Caryl <3

♥♥ Milk Tea = Love = Apocalypse

That's It I Quit I'm Movin' On

J'ai pas mal évolué

December Wishes : A Photodiary [1/3]

4 Days 'til Christmas Break

Nyenyenyenye~

This is such an...

'coz I'm stressed and lonely

Finally, the pictures

Goodbye, goodbye, see you again

Advanced All Saints' Day! :-)

Lumilipas ang Panahon, kabiyak ng ating gunita

"I KILL YOU", you'd say. But Ghosts killed you first.

Because we'll meet in Paris one day, Jé taimé

Because Tumblr sucks

I'd gladly hit up the road get up and go if I knew

Because I'm a girl and I'm allowed to act like one

Oh, How I missed everything.

Top 8

"Are you alright?" Yes, I mean no. Yeah. "WTH?" I'm fine."Sure?" I'm not... :o)

Say Hello to Intrams!

DARK-COLORED

Late Post

Wrong Time

STFU. I'm disappointed.

Sssh. Takas lang 'to.

Dear Rain, please don't leave. You have to cancel the classes.

Is this all we'll ever be?

Butterfly Blog Award and an Autobiography~

News~News~

QUICKIE UPDATE ~ BWAAAH.

DECISIONS MADE

Reminiscing and Imagining the Future

Can I curse right now?

Restaurant Review

Love is [insert name here]

Have I told you already?

Changed layouts again~

Let's play tag, shall we?

SITE UNDER CONSTRUCTION

THINKING OF CHANGING MY LAYOUT

GOD, PLEASE DON'T DESTROY EARTH YET. I STILL WANT TO LIVE ♥

Sorry, I'm late.

I don't feel the bond anymore, what happened, where did it go?

GOOD BLESSINGS COME

ONCE WAS I A CROSS ACADEMY DAY STUDENT

SO WHILE I'M WAITING

TORN BETWEEN ~

SUGGESTIONS

What if...

VISIT ME, NYAAA~? :3

AS ANOTHER PERSON'S LIFE PASSES

NO OZINE FEST FOR ME :(

WHAT THEY DID TO MY KNEE . :(

WHAT I'M WANTING TO ACQUIRE.. FUFUFU! :3

Home Sweet Home! Muaaaaah! :-*

MY KNEE'S SUFFERING ~ T_T ~

Cosplay Mania X 2010

NO FOLLOWERS...FUUU ~ *_*

QUICKIE POST ~

Becchi never ends, it just moves on.

COSPLAY LOSING ITS ESSENCE

Poems are my sanctuary...

School Finals SUCK/SUCK.

Projects All Piled Up

LATEST ISH OF CANDY.. YAY!!

LIFE IS A HIGHWAY DRIVE

To Stay or not to Stay?

NOTICE:

DELETED POSTS....AND REPLACING THEM WITH NEW MEMORIES. :))

WILL THIS DREAM COME TRUE?

Recollection - A renewal of faith :)

NO FOLLOWERS...FUUU ~ _